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"Everyone lives to be happy.
We all live in order to be happy.
Everyone has their own idea of happiness, and it's up to them to find it,
But it isn't hard.
The things you love.
Your friends, your family, your favorite foods and hobbies.
Those all allow you to go on living.
When you're feeling down and worthless,
The things you love will save you.
They will show you that it'll all be okay, that you're never alone.
So please try to find as many things as you can to love.
And then, let's go live life together to the fullest."
We all live in order to be happy.
Everyone has their own idea of happiness, and it's up to them to find it,
But it isn't hard.
The things you love.
Your friends, your family, your favorite foods and hobbies.
Those all allow you to go on living.
When you're feeling down and worthless,
The things you love will save you.
They will show you that it'll all be okay, that you're never alone.
So please try to find as many things as you can to love.
And then, let's go live life together to the fullest."
golly...
oh boy... this is.... awkward. But first thing first.
I'm so sorry. I'm really, really sorry. There's no other way around it except to say that I'm sorry. I hope there's a word to perfectly convey this feeling of shame and regret except apology and that I'm so sorry.
I won't make any excuse why I don't log in or even draw anything anymore;
I just don't feel like it.
I don't like drawing anymore.
In fact, I HATE it.
it's just not a simple dislike, I'm viscerally repulsed by it. I can't feel proud with my craft or anything I did anymore.
I'm surrounded by geniuses around me in college and I cannot handle the pressure and expectations.
huff
Oh thank the Lord.... I passed my semester.
Now's the time to make all my overdue projects.
FUCK
so after 2 fucking nights of sleepless night
no really. I DIDNT FUCKING SLEPT AT ALL FOR LIKE TWO DAYS.
end of semester submission and whatnot
hey never knew I was capable of that whaddaya know
I should've feel relieved now that I'm free
BUT NOPE
I'M SO FUCKING ANXIOUS, SCARED, DEPRESSED, STRESSED, AND VERY VERY AFRAID
I can't take a breather unless I'm 100% sure I will pass my first semester
FUCK THIS
ELLA YOU ARE ABSOLUTE PIECE OF HUMAN FUCKING GARBAGE YOU MOTHERFUCKING DIPSHIT
ahh
a little better
self-loathing is the best
just a heads up that I'm gonna post more arts for coping with anxiety
Ella the human godfucking garbage o
life and stuff
I know that this is unbecoming; how everytime things went bumpy I just go here and spill everything out, but I need a place to vent. Things has been going downhill to me and I'm just very, very exhausted both body and soul.
I always strives to be a modernist person. To be content with what I have rather than wanting more.
But college has driven me insane.
Now all I wanted in life is money, money, and more money in order to survive.
And it leaves me mortified how everything could go wrong.
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very positive! Great job!